This is a comeback after quite some time. I was a bit lazy to update anything but here i am.
Yea, we here in uitm have PERKAD bcs of the damn koko ugh i really hate it. i used to always skip koko during school days hahahah but since imma now university student, these things participates in ur marks for GPA/CGPA. so nak taknak ? hahahha
Anyways, this is a turning point where i realized oh i have talent in kawad and i quite like it.
During those 12 weeks of Kesatria Negara I , it was horrible. i still remember the first week of the gathering i was mf shocked. I mean imagine la, HBU start at 4pm and we have class from 2-4pm. yOU THINK SIS ???
Dari jauh dah kena teriak dengan commander. i mean *ehem* yea commander is usually the one *ehem* who is always paling over i mean over even over daripada cikgu. but idk its their work so wtv. biasanya engkorang memang akan selalu panas la dengan comm tapi trust me diorang baik je cuma tu la hahahahh noying ciked time training.
oh yea, diorang selalu teriak ceni
"kAU siSwi bErLenGgAnG lAgi" "hA kAU pAnTasLahH"
andddddd diorang sangat pantang if yall people call them akak or abang instead of comm. ive experienced this. That was when the first training la. They said whoever thinks they have make any mistake go to the back; eg; kuku berinai, rambut panjang for siswa
At that time, my nail is quite berinai gak la tapi dah nak habis pun yknow what i mean kan. so i call la one of the commander to ask if that is okay so i called her "akak" and guess what i got a reply with a "siAPa kAKak kAU" ok comm ok.
Not to mention how ugly all of us when attending HBU training, bareface af.
yknow when sometimes one of ur platoon messed up, the whole team got punished such as pumping and duduk separuh, did u know that hurts like hell. idk if yall know duduk separuh means, i tried to search any photo for it but cant be found so its basically macam style u buat to imitate crab and stays like that for few minutes. and i really dont feel my legs after.....
Day by day passed and we are announced to have a selection on PERKAD which means Pertandingan Kawad. At first i dont really want it like i hate it i mean cmon i need to stand under a very hot sun oow i cant burn my skin even more like no until they said if we are not part of the perkad, we need to have individual evaluation infront of instructors which is MORE SCARY bcs u are alone and yea nervous is an enemy where u can do whole of mistakes and will probably repeat hbu. who wants right ?
so, i changed my mind.
The selection of perkad members is a very unfair to me. we have 50 person in a platoon so the commanders decided to separate us into 3 and will watch our kawad separately. to make it worse, my team were the last to perform which the other two groups have already combined and were trained by our instructor which is the head of koko. basically the most powerful person in koko things. yea he trained our platoon. so yea, the story is, when those two groups have been combined, our group been abandoned as if kitorang ni teruk la, the other two lagi bagus macam e unfair tau. time tu, comm dont even evaluate us yet. and the other two groups is almost like confirmed la for perkad. that hurts tau when i really nekad nak join perkad :")
BUT hello u cant mess with me, i do when i really want no matter what is takes.
so what i did is, whenever they the one who is already selected have night training, i still particpate though i not need to. but ive said that i want right. im quite confident that i can be selected bcs yknow sometimes those people who are already selected skip training so i think that might be my chance to steal their place hshdhs jahat ke i mean its not bad kot siapa suruh ponteng betul tak ?
penat tu memang takyah cakapla. pagi sampai petang ada class sambyng hbu training and then malam ada special training for perkad yea its was exhausted as hell dengan segala assignment. time tu memang wow im not even myself. mental kena kuat.
and yeap finally ive been selected to join PERKAD !! *bigapplause* *proudofmyself*
D-DAY FOR PERKAD
The event begin with a total of 12 or 13 or 15 platoons idk cant even remember it march into the marching field. Dengar la segala ucapan dengan berdiri sangat lama tapi time tu okla bcs its still early in the morning so tak panas. seinat i, nobody fainted at this time. and then habis segala ucapan, keluar padang kawad and the first platoo to perform forst is um.... yea... our platoon. we think that our team leader have an unlucky hand yea bcs we decided whom to perform first by lucky draw. yet we are the first hmm. people around been saying to go first is the hardest bcs of the psycho.
nevertheless, it all started with a sahsiah rupa diri check. alhamdulillah semua bagus kemas, no points to miuns. soon after that, dengan bismillah, we started our marching performance. we finished it by having a big applause by other platoons.
Platoons by platoons performs, somehow, though it was very nerve-wracking to perform first, we are relieved that we already finished performing just bcs it was still early morning and have the windy moring breeze so it feels so fresh. then, we have our rest time, basically we just sleep in the eyes of public while waiting for the lunch to served. i mean who is not tired ??? we just couldnt care less ok xD
Soon after all the platoons finished performing, we are called to gather in the marching field to listen to some speeches and watch some performance by the taekwando-commanders. berjam lamanya while berdiri dengan panasnya. we are ded. ramai pengsan weh. but then alhamdulillah cikgu give us mercy by giving us to duduk ehe,
yes bej this is the time for announcing the winner.
yall know what, al of us just hoping for a no 3 but then the other platoon is being called when announcing the third place. so all of just got very sad bcs we know we dont have any chances. bUT THEN, when they are announcing for no 2 , holy mf sh nobody ever expect !! "ALPHA"
woOoOOoOoo00o0W i tell yall all of us macam orang gila menjerit bcs we never expect that result. coz yknow actually before, our teamwork isnt really good and we realu sucks at kawad like there just like 2 people who can really kawad. in addition, when we are trained, sometimes other commanders who are in charge of other platoons come and watch us and trained us. They really said that we are the worst and that we kawad like we never ever learn anything. so that kinda bring us down at but we managed to bury all that hah. who ever expected this result ?!
we also kinda motivated by commanders been saying that since we are the platoon who are under the head of koko we must win by hook or by crook. we shouldnt make him disappointed and shame of us. though our instructor seldomly come to train us bcs hes super busy but hes such a father like when he came and train us. but commanders said, he actually a very fierce and scary person he just being nice to us. and yea we have seen his scary side twice. onc when one of our team messed up and then when we are rehearsing for perkad. nevertheless he is a loving person <3
yea, we are very happy ! we took many pictures and congratulate our commanders bcs they got to naik pangkat so yea amd we thanked them too. our instructor looks very happy when we won. he came to us and he gave that father smile aww.
in conclusion, i really think kawad is not bad actually. though all the training is very hard and military-like, yknow when u just finished all the trainings and the competition as well, u just felt very relieved like for me, i have zero knowledge of kawad, i always skip koko ok during my school days. it just feels so relieved and happy like idk man. and winning the competition is just a bonus. u got to know people, build trust, have a teamwork. u see each other's bare face. like a family.
so, here are some of pictures 🎔🎔🎔 i love them so much ok 💗💗💗💗💗
