how to survive ?

assalamualaikum and hye,

i just wanna say whoever stays loyal by reading all my past nonsense stories, i love you. i didnt expect there are actually people who reads it

alright, i just finished my 2nd semester and currently iz enjoying my sem break. so, baru baru ni jugak we heard a news about there is no place for us sem 3 and above in college since the new intake sangat ramai which leads us to finding a house to rent.

after all the options and narrowed down all of it, we finally come to a decision to rent a house somewhere that is near to the campus. this whole idea of renting house, makes me think all over again. how can i survive living outside of the campus ???

dont you think it will cost so much money ? from what we have calculated, each of us needs to pay 100 something every month. and that is just that. how about my every day meal ? breakfast ? lunch ? dinner ? snacks ? other keperluan ? hoooooow dudE ???

i did have pinjaman from ptptn but that still isnt enough. tell me, every month usually we would spend at least 200. minus monthly house rent, i have like another 100. and i havent mentioned about the bus service in uitm. that bus service have the package for one month which is RM40. lets minus it from the balance of 100 that we have. i am now have about, 60. what am i gonna eat with just 60 ? 

"ala mesti nanti korang masak kan, senangla beli jela stock for one month pastu masak sendiri lagi jimat"   

sis-

if only it is that easy. from that 60 tak tolak lagi all the bills ; electric, water. 

mom, i wanna cry.

teach me, how to survive. all the past semesters, i still cant manage my money. i didnt even spent it on unimportant stuff. everything is simply my needs.

i dont know, things seems complicated. even the subjects on next semester are going to be tough. haih i dont know man.