If only

salam and hye,,

have you ever just in a situation where you are having your happiest moment in your life. It might not be the best one but there is something from the gathering that you really treasure and appreciate every single movements, the sound of the laughter, the big smile.

have you ?

i do.

i dont know if im just being a bit emotional but i dah lama tak rasa THIS happy. am currently having my third semester break. idk man, i was having a very rough time in the third semester, nothing was ever gone into my way. i was stressed out quite most of the time and all my friends there wont help either. 

i really missed all of my high school friends. i wish they were with me all the time to hug, to wipe the tears and told me everything is going to be alright and just fine. but no, i have to accept the reality my friends belajar jauh and i have to face all of that alone.

//250120- the source of happiness

originally nak makan dekat mcd je but tuptup dekat putrajaya,, biasalah we can never get enough of the green of nature. 

at the mcd, i was all dumb when they all started to play the lat ta lilat tali tamplom game hahaha i joined them and blabla it turns out i yang kalah. idk what im gonna face bila kalah. sekali semua tinggalkan i k. i sorang je dekat meja semua pi order tinggalkan i kurang asam.

then, one of the friend belanja i sebab i takde duit hehe but he had a mcd debt dgn i pun since long time ago so why not use the chance now aite ? alright then we had good talks, there are too many stories nak cerita and of course betch i yang paling banyak bercerita. we had good laughs hahaha suddenly i teringat time nak parking before masuk mcd ya allah kabutnya i. lama sangat tak drive kan mana tak.

then, randomly we go to the putrajaya just to feed our eyes with the green scenery but lil we did know, sangat panas ok !! tapi takpe demi gambar kita redah.

We were having so much fun that i watch one by one of their faces that the thoughts of  'what am i gonna do when they are not by my side after this ? am i still gonna be this happy ?' 

well, i dont really take part sangat in taking pictures since sangat unplan and i sangat buruk for an ootd so i just walk around and idk man i was super hyper and acted really clingy, noisy and childish. i was really feeling myself. i dont know how to describe it but it was a wonderful feeling when u can finally be yourself when theres no one to judge.

here are some of the pictures that my gal took. she iz really good with taking pictures and easily gets annoyed when u tak amik gamber dia properly hahhaha gal u should be a photographer la instead.

  

the picture down here, pretty aite ? tapi actually, i was the one who said "okayy semua gelak fake 1 2 3 !!" bodohnyaaaa halah but my gal succeed to make us looks pwettyyy hehe or probably just me ? tak kan ? hahahah

but like, really i had a lot of fun, it was such a long time since i ever feel the overjoyness in my life.

IF ONLY 

i can stop the time, i would like to stop it and enjoy this moments forever long that i want. i tell you, high school friends will never be the same as university friends, they are irreplaceable.

thankyou to these 4 that brings out the best in me, that helped me being myself. i love all of you endlessly, allah please protect them, i wish them nothing but only happiness ♡♡♡♡