DEAN LIST !! I MADE IT GUYS !

assalamualaikum and hye

since i am uitm's student,

everyone is aware that uitm's result is out few couple hours ago on 0000.

as always student portal have always been so lag. server down tak pandai habis like i gotta check my result on apps pun akhirnya lmao. so dengan takutnya and dengan bacaan bismillah and selawat sebanyak mungkin sepanjang loading tu.

tunggu tunggu,

tu diaaaaaaaaaaaa

alhamdulillah ya allah syukur sangatttt !! i was shocked and speechless because i was quite convinced that my pointer is gonna drop even more. people been saying i can get dean list this time but for surely i know myself better. allah knows how i really thought that i will drop so much this time but 😭😭😭😭😭😭 alhamdulillah sangat ya allah for this opportunity. i tak pernah rasa dapat dean list ever in my life. my friends know how much i CRAVE to get it. 

even right now, i am still in disbelief that i managed to achieved it. likeeee ??? IS THIS EVEN REAL ??? idk brooo i dont know,, someone slap tf outta me please so i know this is real. oh my god i am blessed. 

 

WHY I THOUGHT IM GOING TO HAVE A BAD RESULT ?

i struggled way too much for this 3rd semester. in the beginning i was quite perform in all quiz and tests until it was kinda messed up and jumbled up at the end of the semester. i was having a difficult time to stay focus. i was so tired i didnt have any descent/enough sleep or basically i didnt sleep for almost two months because of so many assignments tests quiz(s) all at the same time. u can say i looked like a zombie macam mayat hidup tahu tak.

not to mention how i kinda screwed up on final examination. there was this one day on one of my subject, my brain was shutted down for numerous times, i didnt realize what ive written on the answer booklet. when i realized, my writing was so bad and worst thing i was writing a non related content about that subject on essay quiestion,, like can u imagine ???? i was dazed out like i tak sedar langsung i tulis benda lain. see ? how tired my brain was. 

my other papers were quite fine but theres always here and there that is difficult.

well, aside from all the struggles, my reason to think that result i akan teruk is because of how i actually struggled for literally every single of 3rd semester's subjects. last semester i was struggling with only one subject which i was targetting for dean list but didnt make it. and here goes my assumptions, if last semester i was only strugglimg with only one subject but my result was so bad, what does it makes me to achieve a good GPA for the 3rd semester on which i struggled for every single of the subjects. 

OTHER'S REACTION

the moment i perasan abah belum tidur lagi i terus keluar bilik and hugged him. i told abah i have finally achieve dean list and cried my eyes out. i also told him that i never expect that i managed to achieved it. abah said to me "alhamdulillah nakkk, thankyou so much sayang, mak abah banyak doa kan untuk u. mak la rajin bacakan yassin time u exam" :")))) abah thanked me so much that makes me cried even moreeEEEeeEe

the next morning, i bangun2 je mak cakap "abah bagitahu mak dah, congratulation anak mak" :")))))

all my close friends also congratulate me they said that finallyyyyy sebab semua tahu cemana i sangat sangat sangat nak kan dekan before this. shoutout to one of my rommate for always saying that she targets me for a dean list this time because she said she saw me how struggled i am. haih i never believed her words but LOOK aaaaih :"))))) 

thankyou everyone that congratulates me, may Allah bless all of you and may succes always be with us every now and then. i love all of you !! 💛💛💛

perhaps the best day in my life. hehe 

DEAR MYSELF

i am sooooooooooo veryyyyyyyyyy proud of you dearself. you know yourself better than anyone else. even if any soul tells u that u were not working ur asses off, just beat tf outta them. ok jk, just stay silent alright. arguing with them is not a worth thing to do. be silent about your plans and progressions but be loud about your results. just like today. you did very great this semester !! thankyou to my brain and my physical body for always staying so strong to get through all  these sleepless night. keep up this good momentum and work harder even more. second semester was quite disappointing right ? these last two semesters lets work our ass off to lift the CGPA alright ! congratulations dearself ! i love you ♡

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